dimanche 2 août 2015

Pain broke

The last few weeks I've been having more nerve pain. Don't know why. Yesterday I was with my sweetie and the burning that was better in the morning was starting to get really bad in the afternoon. We were talking and even the tops of my feet were burning. I know it's getting serious when it's on the tops of my feet and hands and my scalp. Then later, it just broke. I didn't realize how much it had been affecting my mood. I guess it slowly change my mood as I deal with it and it's been doing that for a while now. After it broke I felt lighter, more optimistic. I went from looking down and inside to up and out. Strange sentence I know but it describes best how I felt.

Sweetie also convinced me to see the doctor again. It's been a long time, something I've put off but she is pushing me to do it and she's usually right about things I am quite often wrong. Tip: always hook up with smarter people ;-)

I've been having spasms in my feet at night. Very painful. The feet just lock rigid. I have reached down to feel, to see if they really were as hard as it seemed and my arch felt like a very tight piece of wire. They only last 30 seconds or so but often I can feel they are just on the edge of happening I try not to set them off by moving very carefully. The other night when I started having one in my left foot I told my girlfriend that I was going to scream but not worry about it, it would only last a second and it wasn't a bid deal. She handles these things so well. That one managed to not go to a scream.

So doctor time I guess.

Just a rant. Thanks for listening :-)


Pain broke

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