I'm so over this shit literally. I can't get a bowel routine down. I'm either constipated for days and constantly cramping or if I take stool softeners I cant tell when I need to go. I use magic bullets but then I shit randomly for the next two days. Eating is like Russian roulette because I never know if I'm gonna have to hurry to the bedroom. Yesterday I ate half a brownie and within minutes I was cramping and never made it to bed in time. I have to do my bowel routine from bed because my bathroom isn't accessible for me. I'm really trying to put myself first and that was a huge problem for years, never creating time for me. Never knowing when I can set aside time. I rely on one person and if their busy, not feeling good or whatever I'm screwed. I've been trying to find help with setting my bathroom up but I can't find anything. This is just one more thing that traps me in this prison I call a home. I can't even have lunch with friends in case I may crap myself. There has got to be something that will work. I'd like to do it every other night. I think my intestines are always full so when I do go it's like opening a flood gate.. is that possible?
Bowel routine suggesions
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